| I wrote a note and put it in a bottle per Lynz's request. And if any one finds it they are suppose to conntact me here. I miss xanga. Wow. I know it's for 14 year olds but it's almost more mature than facebook because it's just a journal, no goofy stuff. Ya know? I know no one is gonna read this but I'll write anyway. I have a lovely journal with hand made pages but I can never get it out right in that.
A bunch of crap is happening in my life right now. It's all really stupid. Yuppers. I really wish my anxiety attacks would go away. But they only get worse and worse. If crazy stuff would stop happening around me maybe I wouldn't freak out so often. Isn't it sad that I just wanna drink until it all goes away. Dude this is much too emo for me holy crap.
One day it will all be better. I could have what I want right now, but it wouldn't be what I want then would it.
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| Got a new Beatles CD. It's pretty darn cool...all original stuff but re-aranged by the producer and his son. I like it. It's called love. |
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| I love RENT. Kiss pookie? So I met my possible roommate today! Hurray! She's neat. I think we would make good roomies. I hope she decides to room with me. She seems like she will. I'm gonna like blow up both air mattresses and put them side by side to show her it could work. Because it would. I tried to tell her I'm messy sometimes but can fix it. Now it's not just about wanting a roommate. I just like her, and I think it would be great to room with her. I watched Spamalot! Yea! So funny! And then there was confetti! Hurray! |
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| Carl's school is putting on my favorite play!!! Carl and I just saw it. Oh my God!!! I loved it, I mean I knew I loved it. It was so much fun. There was confetti! It was so funny it was painful.
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| Today I made a fool of myself in Italian class. I fell while in my desk and took it and another desk down with me. They all laughed at me. It was so hard not to run out of the room. Why am I such a loser, I fall over all the time, run into walls and poles. Loser. Then after class I felt snubbed by Joe when I asked him what he was doing this weekend. Sorry I asked. So I felt stupid and sad. I was in a bad mood for awhile. Now I'm better.
I did get invited to a Michael Jackson, Prince dance party for next weekend. It seems Michael Jackson is going to be preforming Thriller in England next weekend. Most the kids in class got excited, especially Mary, so she's throwing a party. It should be fun. I hope they don't get too drunk, that wouldn't be any fun for me. Kendell will be there and she doesn't drink, so she and I can laugh at everyone else if they get too wasted. I'd drink something but It's not like I want to be drunk and I don't like the taste of anything that I know of. So I mean what's the point? I am also going to go see this crazy play on sunday with Kendell and I believe also Mary. Hurray. I can't remember what the play is but when it first came out it caused a lot of problems in controversy. Eh. Kendell made some of the costumes for it, I know that. She's awesome at anything to do with sewing. She's a good knitter too. Though she says she wants Joe to teach her how to do it properly because he was taught the right way and she's self taught.
And now I really should go study for Art History but I don't think I can think right now because I'm over at Jon's dorm. I also really need to work on my Italian. And so much other crap. I missed history yesterday because of cramp sickness so now I know nothing on Aristotle and the test is Monday! I have a huge paper on I don't know what in History and My English teacher wants me to rewrite one of my papers so she can put it in some magazine. Good Grief. Art history is so hard, you don't understand!
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